wahts eating jimmie glover

i am hurting. but it is getting better. so i dont know how this blog will work if people will read this one or the other one. but i honestly dont care. casue i bet most will just read this a nd not say anything. but that sounds bitter. casue i reall y am not bitter. i and getting better. god is cleaning me up. i got hurt along time ago. konw i am trying to heal those wounds. try to find ways to heal. ways to be a better person in christ. that means working thought this stuff. pray, reading gods word. finding out what god has to say about me. i know he loves me. but this battle with self hurts. i am getting to the point that i like myself. i dont take complements so bad. i actualy like them and let them happen. i see the good things in me and work on those. i am getting to the point where it is all about jesus more and more. but i have to get this jimmie thing dealt with.

new vision and a new blog

well i have a new blog www.jimmieglen.blogspot.com so this blog. what will happen to it. well it is changeing. I want a place to really express my self. my feelings and thoughts. so i am goign to do that here. so i guess i should cation you. you may read stuff that is intresting and may be a little intreging. i just need a place to release myself. so where to start. the last two weeks have been tough. god has been dealing with me. this book truefacehttp://http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/product-description/1576834468/ref=dp_proddesc_0/102-5964451-6439308?ie=UTF8&n=283155&s=books

Is amazing. it has got me to think about alot of stuff. but what has really gotten me to think about getting who i am is my bible study. being that i have been soul searchng. Some times i feel god is so far away. that is because like someone told me i have issuse with the relationship wiht myself. ans that throws all my other relationships ascuse. that sucks.

my first night at dbs

What is DBS. that means division of blind serves. this is my first night at the jump start summer program. it is fun. right now i am on the computer watching the computer lab and bloging. so what is going on. nothing much. this is going to be a very very easy job. not much eles to say just chillen. kids are checking there email and stuff. church was awsome today. i will say one of my kids charles. is intresting. partly blind. a southern boy thourht and thoruth also a agnostic and loves to talk.

summer is here

So it is summer time and i get to work for three weeks then a small break. well over the sumemr besides work what am i goign to do. well i am trying to chatch up on some video making and picture downloading. here are to places you can look at pics and see my videos.
http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/jimmie_glover/my_photos


http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=2472876539009226293

hey

I am not sure who reads this but let me tell you this has been a odd day. It did not start like i wnated it to.God had another paln. i spent a good hour with god tonight. just him speaking to me and me just sharing my heart. The diet is doing well lost aobut 8 pounds int he last two weeks. have not walked like i have needed to. that has been hard. my big problum is i need my community and i have problums reaching out. it is so hard for me to trust. that is one of a couple of things i want to work on inthe next three months. trusting others. being more proactive and more agrisive in communicating to my frinds so i will know them better. also just spritaul becoming healthy. i am just desire to meet god. which i am doing. that is awsome.

out with the old in with the new

That is an awsome phrase. week one of the dite down. no weight lose to report but i feel better. i have done well with the water drinking. about 100 to 130 oz a day. the eating i am doing ok on. still eating to late. i also am thinking of trying to eat smaller helpings at a time. ended up haveing to get a new computer yesterday. god is good endined up getting a floor modle for cheap and a upgrade. paid almost 100 dollors less than i would for the saml modle new. that was cool. pluss goign to get my old hard drive installed in to my new computer. i am happy about that. i did not lose any of my stuff.
well off to work.

what a week

it is only wensday and it has been a week. Day three of the dite and it is goign good. drinking and eating better than i thought but not at the right times.still eating late. got to cruve that. know have computer problums. hope that does not cost me money i do not have. that would just suck so bad. lets see. school is going good. had monday off casue Ke'arus was at the doctor. actualy having to updat at school. so hopeful i will not have to do that much if i can get my computer workign properly agian. well got to go eat.